these few days, seems to be so tough to me. i am not as strong as what my appearance showed. people hurt me. or might be i'm being too sensitive. its hard for me to reach people in a good manner. currently, my words hurt other feelings. people hurt me, and i do hurt people in other way. it seems fair enough to the 'hukum karma'. unfortunately, it doesnt fair even a little bit to me. i am not strong like them. friends, who i believed to be my dearies true friends, could never be. i lost my trust to people who i love. people tried to be good to me when they were not. people said i did things when i didn't. oh God, did i do wrong to you? please, please listen to my heart's tears. i've no one except you, the mercy one, Ya Allah. i couldn't afford to carry this burdens anymore. it hurts me so much. it really hurts me :'( am i looked strong enough for u to play around my heart with? am i? haven't u satisfied enough to look my tears flowed non-stop. hm, is this what you want? if it is, then you are succeed to make feel down to the earth. i know i am nobody to you, but please let me go. stop hurting me. please. please :'(
let's be stranger.