Wordless #2

tears of heart.

I knew. We can't be close earlier. I knew it. But if I knew earliest that our 'close' relationship will end like this, I won't be close to u. It's hurt. Having u next to me physically not emotionally. Watching u play this and that, laugh endless and share things with others, while ignoring me at the same time, is not a good thing to be done to a non-heartless girl like me. If u could know how much had u hurt me. I am very sensitive with all of your action. I am very particular with each of your appreciation towards me. I haven't left anything yet. But, who knows what is inside your heart. Where's my wrong. How could u ignored me after what had we gone trough together all this while. I wish to have u again. I wish to be the first to know your feelings, your anger, your sadness. I wish to be at your side whenever u need someone. I wish to have u whenever I need someone too. I wonder if u could know how many things I wish to get again from u; just like usual. I wonder. 

I cry. And I wipe it. So that you won't see it. 

RINDU.

Rindu
Tak terungkap dek kata
Tak terluah dek lidah
Tak tertulis dek jari


Bukan senyum yang jadi penyeri
Air mata peneman hari
Resah mengisi diri
Sepi di sana sini


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Aku pasti
Esok pasti menanti


Siapa pun boleh rindu
Tapi aku punya rindu

:'( 

Tak siapa pun tahu. NZ