Friday, February 10, 2012

Insan bernama Teman

Hati ini
Semakin lama semakin jauh dari kau
Tidak ku pasti samada 
Kau yang menjauh 
Atau aku


Hati ini
Semakin sepi kau tinggalkan 
Tidak ku pasti samada
Kau sengaja 
Atau aku sengaja


Hati ini
Tiada titik tolak lagi ku rasakan 
Kau dan aku bukan lagi pasangan yang pasti 
Tidak ku pasti samada 
Ini kehendak kau 
Atau sudah suratan 


Langkah demi langkah 
Kita daki bersama 
Jatuh terluka kau sambut tanganku 
Terima kasih atas kesakitan 
Yang telah kau berikan 
Tidak ku pasti samada 
Ini luka yang setimpal 
Atau kebencian kau pada aku 


Air mata menjadi permata 
Kebencian menjadi nyata 
Ini lah hidup di dalam dunia
Bersendirian 


Selamat tinggal kasih sayang 
Terima kasih atas pengalaman 
Yang kau berikan 


Kerana kau yang ku damba 
Insan yang bernama TEMAN


#tears

Friday, February 3, 2012

Life is hard. 'Tough' is better. These days, I got lost with my new world. Being a Perwakilan Pelajar is not really a good thing. Indah khabar dari rupa. I found that standing in this pose, it makes me a different Khairun. I am totally not the same person. B Personally, I have changed a lot which me myself couldn't recognize myself. I am trying my best to be a better person, which makes me change from one part to another part. 

Just finishing with the Minggu Pengurusan Pelajar KPLI. Tiring and stressing. I have no time for my friends and for my class. And even not for myself. Somehow, I really feel bad for this situation. People start to call me 'sombong' which is not. People start to give me annoyed entitle and when I start to ignore that silly jokes, they tend to call me 'berlagak', which is also a big no no for me. 

Dear People, I am who I am. Yes, I have changed. It is not because I am a JPP today that makes me changed, but trust me, responsibility do make you a matured person. Nobody loves to be called 'sombong' which is which like you are being called a peacock. Heh.
Do stand in my shoes, and then you will know how's that feeling. Trust me.