Everyday's Love.

Motherhood is tough 24 hour job,no pay,no day off, sometimes it is unappreciated, but yet resignation is impossible. *copy! 


She was really born to bring the joy, the happiness, the cheerfulness into the home named 'family'. Mak, I am glad to have you as my only mother in this world. Allah knows how much times I thanked him everyday  for giving you in my life. Your smile, your tears, and even your anger, means a lot to me. I know that I am not as good as along, angah and kakak. But I hope could know how hard am I doing here to make you proud to have me as your daughter. Yes, I am a bad daughter (even you have never mentioned that, but it still kinds of sedar diri). Erm, but you never complained or said bad things to me. Once, you cried beside of me when I was lying in pain at the hospital, I heard your cry and I saw your tears. How hurt I am to see you with the tears because of me. Mak, if one of us should go first, I'll choose to be the one. I could never wonder how can I live without you. But sometimes I hope that you will go first, so that I can take care of you until the end of your life and pray for you. But but, I can't. I can't live without you, mak. And abah as well. 


Please Allah, give me chances to love Mak and Abah until the day of me no breath anymore. I really love you. Really. I would do anything to see you smile. InsyAllah.