Rock-Hearted.

Friends. Easier made than kept. Since I was small, I used to be surrounded by friends. which they really make my life like a life should be. But, the more I grew, the harder I found life is to be. Especially when it comes to a relationship which called friendship. Honestly, to keep a friendship is harder, tougher, annoying-er (is there any word that can shows the level of the annoying here?) to be compared with the ehem-ehem relationship. Sometimes, I know that she loves me. Sometimes, I just can feel that the love exists if there's no one else that she can lay her love to. err, like 'habis madu sepah dibuang'. It hurts most of the time. Mom said that friend is just like the engine. When it is hot, it can be good. But it can't be too hot, or else it will burn you and the engine might as well. Kind of difficult to be understand, kan? Huh, me too. Everyday, I keep that feeling and try to make sure that nobody could realize the gap that I tried to build between she and me. I tried to not love her so much because it hurts when she doesn't realize the love of me. Erm, I do learn a lot on how life supposed to go and how friendship supposed to be. And I thought myself to love myself much more better than I love her. Because that will makes her to love me more ;) 


*If we are meant to be together along those 8semester, then I will make sure that you will love me more than I  do. That is better! (HAHA, evil laugh)